I remember being fourteen, seated in a classroom that smelled faintly of chalk
and humidity, listening to a history lesson about the Renaissance, the
so‑called rebirth of the world. It sounded grand, almost theatrical. Names
like Leonardo da Vinci, Michelangelo, Raphael, Sandro Botticelli, the Medici,
and Caravaggio were spoken with a kind of reverence usually reserved for
saints or national heroes. Italy, we were told, had once erupted with art and
intellect, as if the entire peninsula had collectively decided to outdo
itself.
At fourteen, I believed it. At my age now, I wanted to see if it still held
up.
Twenty‑two years later, I got the chance to fly to Italy.
I left my main luggage in Rome, which felt less like a strategy and more like
a surrender. Anyone who has dragged a full‑sized suitcase across uneven
cobblestones knows that there comes a point when dignity is abandoned in favor
of survival. Francesca, the hotel’s front desk manager, had witnessed my
earlier struggle. Just me versus gravity, friction, and poor packing
decisions. She seemed quietly relieved when I told her I was traveling light
this time.
“I’m going to Florence and Pisa for a few days,” I said. “I left my big
luggage in the room.”
She smiled, the kind of smile that suggested she had seen far worse. “Don’t
worry. You enjoy your trip to Firenze and Pisa.”
Her thick Italian accent made it sound less like reassurance and more like
permission.
February in Italy is unpredictable in the way teenagers are
unpredictable—sunny one moment, brooding the next, occasionally dramatic for
no clear reason. Rome had been in one of its moods during my stay, so I
approached Roma Termini with cautious optimism. The station itself operates on
a philosophy that can only be described as “you’ll find out when you find
out.” My train platform appeared about ten minutes before departure, which was
apparently enough time if you already knew where you were going and had
accepted a certain level of chaos.
I boarded, slightly breathless but victorious.
As the train pulled away, Rome’s outskirts gave way to the softer, more
forgiving landscape of central Italy—rolling hills, scattered farmhouses, the
occasional cypress tree standing like punctuation marks in a sentence I
couldn’t quite finish. I tried reading The Ghosts of Rome by Joseph O’Connor,
but travel has a way of humbling your intellectual ambitions. After rereading
the same paragraphs twice, I gave in and slept, which felt like the more
honest choice.
I arrived at Santa Maria Novella Station under a sky that couldn’t decide what
it wanted to be. Florence, however, seemed entirely certain of itself. I
checked into a hotel conveniently located two blocks away (a decision born
from recent trauma) and stepped out into a city that did not need good weather
to impress.
There is something about Firenze that resists description, not because it is
overwhelming, but because it is assured. The streets are narrow, the buildings
old without being fragile, and everything feels as though it has already
outlasted whatever threatens it next. You walk without urgency, because the
city does not reward haste. It reveals itself in fragments—an archway here, a
quiet piazza there, a detail you almost miss until you stop looking for it.
I made my way, inevitably, to the Officina Profumo‑Farmaceutica di Santa Maria
Novella, a place that predates most countries and smells like it knows it. For
someone who takes fragrance seriously (perhaps too seriously), it felt less
like a shop and more like a pilgrimage. Inside, Canon in D played on a loop,
because of course it did, and the air was thick with carefully constructed
scents that suggested history could, in fact, be bottled. I wanted everything.
My bank account disagreed. I settled on a bottle of Tuberosa and left with
enough free samples to convincingly pretend I had exercised restraint.
Florence’s history is not subtle. It announces itself in stone and scale, most
notably in Santa Maria del Fiore, whose crimson dome rises above the city with
the confidence of something that knows it will be photographed from every
possible angle and remain impressive. As I walked toward it, watching it grow
larger and more improbable, I couldn’t help but think of the Medici family,
who once turned banking into an art form and, in doing so, funded an entire
era of genius. It felt less like visiting a landmark and more like stepping
into a long‑running narrative that had simply made room for me.
And then there was the food, which in Italy is never incidental. I found
myself returning, repeatedly and without apology, to Trattoria Za Za, drawn by
the kind of cooking that makes you reconsider your standards elsewhere. The
bistecca alla fiorentina was unapologetically large, the truffle carbonara
indulgent in ways that felt both excessive and necessary, and the tiramisu
quietly perfect.
It was also where I committed what I would later learn was a minor but telling
offense.
After a late lunch, around half past two, feeling entirely pleased with
myself, I ordered a cappuccino. The server delivered it with a smile that
hovered somewhere between politeness and mischief.
“Here’s your cappuccino, signor,” he said. “Good morning to you.”
It took me a moment. Then another. I responded, with the confidence of someone
who does not yet realize he is wrong, “Well, it’s my first coffee of the day.”
He nodded in a way that suggested the conversation was over, but the judgment
was not. It was only later that I understood: in Italy, cappuccino belongs to
the morning. Ordering it in the afternoon is not forbidden, exactly, but it is
noted. And remembered.
Florence continued, indifferent to my small cultural missteps. From Piazzale
Michelangelo, the city unfolded in a way that made everything below seem both
distant and entirely within reach. I stood there longer than I intended,
watching as the light shifted and people moved through their routines, each
one occupied with their own version of the day. Traveling alone has a way of
sharpening these moments, making you more aware of your place in them. Not
central, not insignificant. Just present.
On my last day, I sat in a piazza with no agenda, which felt like the most
appropriate way to say goodbye. A busker began playing Sarà perché ti amo, and
as if on cue, people joined in. Not all of them could sing. That was not the
point. I found myself singing too, holding a pistachio gelato that was slowly
losing its structural integrity, aware that this, more than the landmarks,
more than the history, was what I would remember.
Che confusione, sarà perché ti amoWhat a distraction, it’s because I love youÈ un’emozione che cresce piano pianoIt’s an emotion that grows little by littleStringimi forte e stammi più vicinoHold me tightly, and come a little closerSe ci sto bene, sarà perché ti amoIf I feel good, it must be because I love you
There is something disarming about those lines. Simple, repetitive, almost
careless in their joy. A confusion that makes sense only because it is felt,
not explained. Standing there, slightly off‑key and entirely unbothered, it
occurred to me that travel often works the same way. You arrive expecting
clarity—history, structure, meaning—and instead, you get moments. Unscripted,
imperfect, quietly profound.
Florence does not overwhelm you; it lingers. It stays in the senses: the smell
of old stone and perfume, the taste of something indulgent, the sound of
strangers singing like they’ve known each other for years. And somewhere
between a misplaced cappuccino and a melting gelato, you realize that the
feeling you’ve been trying to define all along is not precision, but
affection.
A kind of beautiful confusion.
And if it feels right, if it stays with you long after you’ve left, then
perhaps, as the song insists, it’s simply because you loved it.
Read my Italy Series
Part I - All Roads Lead To Rome
Part II - To Divinity and Beyond
Part III - Art Overload in Rome
Part IV - Firenze, or How I Learned the Hard Way That Cappuccino Has a Curfew













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